My New Fix

So the last two entries I have written have been based on bad news.  I want to update everyone on what is going on in my life and what I have been dealing with, though they have been necessary, I figured I would change it up with this entry.

At the hospital, I had the luxury of getting to realize my new favorite thing.  IV dilaudid.  Dilaudid is a painkiller that I received for all the pain I suffered at the hospital.  It was the best thing EVER!!!!  I would get it through my IV, so you start to feel it in seconds.  Its no pill where it takes 45 minutes to actually feel it.  This stuff works instantaneously.  As soon as it entered, a warm sensation rushes your body and then you would feel nothing.  NO PAIN!  It was such an amazing feeling because it happens in seconds.  Its a rush that I have never felt before.  This kept me sane day after day sitting in that hospital.  Now, if I could only get IV dilaudid prescribed to me……